Laugh it up with friends

01022018

Well I spent my day hanging out with good friends. We all kicked back in my room and he and she kept teasing each other. She's pinch him then he'd try and grab her boob. It was funny for a while. We asked dirty questions from the Internet and they gave answers. I just laughed and tried to keep from getting more involved than I already was.

Well today was good just wish my he would give me more attention that's not just sexual but sensual. I get he's a man and doesn't know his own strength but I wish he'd be way more gentle with me when he touches me. Or maybe he'll learn as time goes on.

The waiting game

I feel like I'm just in a fog while my friend is in the hospital dying. There is no way for me to go see her don't think I'd be let in her room anyways as she's highly medicated and out of it. I just can't believe this happening the way that it is. Cancer in her bladder stage 4! It was / is in her bones and going into her brain. I don't want her to suffer any longer but I don't want to lose her either. I'm just waiting for her to die and that feels like waiting an entirely.

Phantom Grams

Today I decided to make some grams from Phantoms pictures. He's so expressive with his ears how could I not. I'm thinking about making more as I get more good pictures of him