What's wrong with the world today

Well a great many things could go wrong and I don't think I would truly care. Like if there was another world war I guess I'd just say it's about time it happened again. I know that's wrong of me to say but it's true. There is just so many bad people in this world it's bound to happen again. I'm trying to look on the brighter side of things but it's hard. I see so many wrong doings all around me. I've taken to staying home and keeping to myself. I just don't want to spend my time getting stabbed in the back. That's why I have stopped talking to a lot of peolple. His ex for example. I hate her for all she has caused me. And the daughter oh my god she's even worse. Later I'll have to tell you all she's done.

Crash over drive

Well today had been one of those strange days. I got my friend here and he's been playing need for speed all day! I'm enjoying my time I'm just used to doing other things. But it's strange because I'm hanging out with a younger guy and my man don't seam to mind....I know that he trusts me but wow. Anyway I'm good just tired and wanting to start a project me and Heather are starting next month if I can find the suplies. Well thanks goodness did the .99 stores.

Phone Dr

So as my life goes nothing bad to report for once. I'm just trying to personalize my phone. Not sure what to do it with. I'm afraid to mess it up if I use to many apps as it could drain the battery quickly.  So I'm trying to use pictures and the widgets as wisely as possible.

Title wave

Well shit! I'm so torn as to what to do. I can't change my situation or my age. I guess I just gotta let go. Move on and be happy where I'm at in my life. I'll always smile when I think back to special days.

Little did I know

Well my boyfriend and I are not on the same page anymore and I'm trying to work on it.

Killer Cat

My dad has this cat that just don't get not to attack my cat. It hasn't happened in a long while but this morning his girlfriend left his door opened and his cat chased mine down. Pore kitty!

Zombie Apocalypse

Well I've been hanging out a lot wit my best guy friend and we been playing.....Ya you guess it zombie games. It's fun but not something I love doing. I love time with him....no not that way....we are JUST FRIENDS! We have a lot in common because of the type of music we both listen to and movies we watch.

Well anyway the days have been nice no drama at all. Which is great news every day. I just hope this lasts. Only issue I have is spending time with my man himself. He seams to only want to spend time with me when he thinks he can get sexual contact with me. I don't mind that but hey the women need loving too. And he's stingy with his kisses which drives me crazy and not in a good way.

Why things gotta change

Well so much for trying to keep my life drama free. There are people that try to keep pushing into my life and the more I push back the worse they get. I called my man today and he was around the drama starters and we'll I was being yelled at from over the phone. I don't appreciate that one but. It wasn't anything provocative or bad but they shouldn't have yelled out anything.  I tole my man how I feel and he sees what I mean. So maybe things will continue to get better now that I'm making it clear that I want no contact with them. If they don't like it oh fucking well, they can find someone else to pick on.

The live part

Well today I spent some time with my love. It's been a while since we had time alone. I was taken to lunch and a new SD card was bought for my new phone. I love my man so much, he makes me feel alive and happy.

Live laugh love

Well my life has been slowly getting better. I've cut out people that I don't need in my life and things have been so nice. I'm able to just chill out with friends and not worry about what others will think. The hard part is trying to find time for all my good friends. I have some that go to school and they only have weekends off and Sundays my only free day on a weekend. I guess if they really wanted time with me they would make the effort too. I'm just so happy that drama is out of my life for the most part.

Well Jennifer Ruiz my good friend has been gone for about three weeks and I still can't believe that she's gone. I was hopping to see her one more time but it didn't work out that way. I'm glad she's no longer suffering but I wish she was still alive today so I could tell her how much of a good friend she was. Ya she might have been a drunk at times but she always made sure her daughter was happy. Jenn I miss you like crazy.