The hard truth of LIFE

People get sick and have no control over any of it. I have come to accept my issues, but do I have to like them? I am forced to forget about working ever again and to sit back and watch the world go by in it's own way. I will be the one wishing I was able to finish things I started when I was younger but due to personal problems with family I was not able to pursue the things my heart wanted. I am letting my life go from always having money to living on a tight budget and not being able to live out my dreams. I will never travel the world and see the many wonders and sights others are privileged to view every day of their life. I may never have children because I waited to long so I wouldn't be the talk of the town. I have thrown all my dreams away to care for a mother who never wanted a loving daughter. If she ever did the bitterness of her life kept her from ever showing me understanding and trust, till it was to late. I am not left a shell of a person with little to show for from my life. Only thing I have is a little collection of things with no value. I hope my future holds more for my life than my past.