The waiting game

I feel like I'm just in a fog while my friend is in the hospital dying. There is no way for me to go see her don't think I'd be let in her room anyways as she's highly medicated and out of it. I just can't believe this happening the way that it is. Cancer in her bladder stage 4! It was / is in her bones and going into her brain. I don't want her to suffer any longer but I don't want to lose her either. I'm just waiting for her to die and that feels like waiting an entirely.

The Little Things

I have never been one to want big things out of life. I am happy with being content with what I have. People think life's all about what you have, or don't have. There are people who overly flaunt what they got and try to put others down. Personally I feel bad for these people. They go around thinking life owes them something. I am all about the little things. I love getting wild flowers while on a walk in the park by my love Chad.  I enjoy his kisses as we pass in the hall of our little house. Mostly I love him and all he does to put a smile on my face.

Cindy's Heart to Heart

This has been one hard ordeal to go threw and we haven't even hit the big stuff yet. Dad's taking things as well as he can though I think he isn't taking things as serious as he needs to.