I feel like I'm just in a fog while my friend is in the hospital dying. There is no way for me to go see her don't think I'd be let in her room anyways as she's highly medicated and out of it. I just can't believe this happening the way that it is. Cancer in her bladder stage 4! It was / is in her bones and going into her brain. I don't want her to suffer any longer but I don't want to lose her either. I'm just waiting for her to die and that feels like waiting an entirely.
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