Laugh it up with friends

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Well I spent my day hanging out with good friends. We all kicked back in my room and he and she kept teasing each other. She's pinch him then he'd try and grab her boob. It was funny for a while. We asked dirty questions from the Internet and they gave answers. I just laughed and tried to keep from getting more involved than I already was.

Well today was good just wish my he would give me more attention that's not just sexual but sensual. I get he's a man and doesn't know his own strength but I wish he'd be way more gentle with me when he touches me. Or maybe he'll learn as time goes on.

My first day as a new me

Well its time for a change and it's coming from the inside. I'm doing me and trying to tune out all the negative people around my life.

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Good day today, hung out with good people and watched video game play.

Well I think I'm on the road to healing on the inside. I don't like someone but I'm going to be forced to live with this person. I'm going to try to deal with it and accept the situation maybe even be nice to them. But no promises on that last part. Well I'm not mean to them I just stay away and limit the time around this person. It's them that don't like me because their afraid that I don't like them...and there lies the problem. They are putting words in my mouth and assuming things that wouldn't be true if they just let me be. But I promise to try and make the situation batter, not foe them but for me.

Oh as far as the hick drama queens they are out of my life and I refuse to let them around me. But my partner thinks that I'm going a bit far on one of them. Not my problem just because your relation to that person don't mean that I have to open my heart to being hurt again. They aren't aloud anyplace around me and all because of them running their mouth and telling lies about me. Oh well their loss because I'm an amazing person.

New Year New Challenges

Well its going to be another year, more changes and challenges. Im goung to push for surgery to fix this stomach problem, and hernia. I'm going to thrive to do better for myself and no one else. I want to be a better person and be more helpful to others.

I'm also hoping that other people around me change for the better.

What a life

Well things have been changing for me and it's for the better. I'm back in school and loving life. Got me some new friends and I love them.

The Little Things

I have never been one to want big things out of life. I am happy with being content with what I have. People think life's all about what you have, or don't have. There are people who overly flaunt what they got and try to put others down. Personally I feel bad for these people. They go around thinking life owes them something. I am all about the little things. I love getting wild flowers while on a walk in the park by my love Chad.  I enjoy his kisses as we pass in the hall of our little house. Mostly I love him and all he does to put a smile on my face.