Pest

Why do people have to pester me? I do everything I need to do to avoid people and they find a way to find me. I know she's going to be in my life because she's with my dad but she doesn't have to be a big part of mine.

Looking for patence

I've been so patent that I'm getting low on it. I'm trying to keep calm and just let things be. It's hard when people keep pushing me into things I don't want to do. Maybe it's time to open my mouth.

So sorry....not

Well I've been absent with no good reason. I've just been living my life and enjoying my time. Trying to spend time with friends and family.

On the other side of life someone is moving into my house and I'm not really liking that idea. She's with my dad but I have a bad feeling about this. I do hope I'm wrong and I'm trying to let go of the bad feelings. I'm trying to go with the flow.

Peaceful days

Well looks like my days are getting quite enjoyable and so peaceful. There hasn't been any drama since I cut off everyone who would start shit about me. I'm not being told anything is being said or done. I'm loving this and I hope it's here to last.

ITunes sucks

So glad I don't use iPhone because now you have to pay for iTunes just to use it. I'm sad because I have some music I paid for myself that is now just a waste.

Wreck this journal

Well I got a new journal today and by the title of this blog you already know what journal it is. Yes it's a wreck this journal extended edition. I'm so happy for this for so many reasons. It will give me something to do when I feel I have nothing, I'll be advancing my art skills and thinking. While thinking I'll be creating and thriving to push myself to new levels of creativity. I'll be posting to my tumbler through Instagram if you want to check it out......I will also on ocasion post here.

Broken dreams

I had a dream this morning of selling off the truck then the guy never came back! I'm like what the hell! That's fucked up he didn't come back! Oh well its not the first time and it won't be the last time a dream of mine is crushed.