Every single day of my life I trick myself into thinking that I am normal. I make myself believe that I am not sick and that I am happy. I used to think that I would eventually be happy an no longer have to lie to myself. Turns out that I only made matters worse by making others think that I am the strong one when I am truly weak.
Threw out my life my mother told me that when I was sick that it was all in my head. To just suck it up an push threw! I was only in kindergarden when I first heard this. That was the day I remember calling Mrs. Bloom mommy.
Now that I'm older an think back I wish I could have stood up for myself. I would have told someone about being told that I was crazy. I would have the strength today to move forward and standup for myself.
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