Well guess waiting for surgery is a forever thing. I found out that I didn't have enough information for the insurance to agree to pay for the surgery. It's ok I don't think I really wanted it to begin with. If I go and need one later on then I will get it. 

Anyway this Covid thing well it's changed the world in so many ways. I haven't been able to go anyplace or travel much.  Yeah I go to walmart but that's nothing. I got my vaccine shot so I should be ok. I know I can still get it but it won't be as bad as it could be. Well one can hope. 

covid-19

Well thanks to the virus I didnt have my surgery. Guess we are waiting for everything to clear up as much as possible. I'm sure the hospital I'm going to have surgery at it busy with covid-19 patents, as it's in Tacoma just below Seattle. In a way I'm glad but then again I didn't want to wait this long. I just hope I won't have to go through more tests! 

Hysterectomy 3

Well I finally set up my surgery for March 31st.  I'm excited but worried all at the same time. I just want to get it over with. I'm more worried about the healing process. 

Hysterectomy 2

I am hopping to get this hysterectomy over with and go on with my life. I am now more scared of after surgery then the surgery itself. I really have no place that is comfortable for me to sit for hours on end. I am hopping that by March I will have a new mattress that is easier for me to get in and out of bed. The one that I have now I sink into and have to use muscle to move around. After surgery I am afraid that I will have issues with my abdominal muscles. I hope that after a few days that will go away and I can at least move a little bit. I have been watching other people tell their stories and they say that the first three days are the worse. I hope to get through them and come out better than before.

Hysterectomy

Yes, the title says it all! I'm getting one really soon and I'm scared. I know I'll be ok as long as theres no complications. The dr is really good at what he does and I trust him. I'm just freaked out about after my surgery. You know how I'll feel and if I'll hurt a lot. 

Looking forward to Friends

I'm really looking forward to some friends moving up to Washington. I know we've had our problems in the past but that was because of other people getting in the way, now that those people will be gone, it can only get better. We have been talking through text and on social media and getting along really well. I pray that things stay good and nothing gets in the way of friendship. 

I really can't wait to have a friend to talk to and hang out with. I haven't really met anyone here in Washington yet. I talk to one I met once on facebook but shes always busy working and with her kids. The way my life is I need a close friend that has just as much time as I do....basicly another stay at home wifey. (I'd work if I could but my back issues) 

So heres to looking forward to having company. 

I can't believe it

Things are really good! My friends still want me back in California but I'm now living in Washington. It's even mindblowing for me to say I no longer live in California. I thought I'd live there forever. Dont get me wrong I'm happy I'm no longer there in poverty. I'm happy where I'm at though I still feel like a guest. I so cant wait to get my own place.