Monday, July 15, 2019

Looking forward to Friends

I'm really looking forward to some friends moving up to Washington. I know we've had our problems in the past but that was because of other people getting in the way, now that those people will be gone, it can only get better. We have been talking through text and on social media and getting along really well. I pray that things stay good and nothing gets in the way of friendship. 

I really can't wait to have a friend to talk to and hang out with. I haven't really met anyone here in Washington yet. I talk to one I met once on facebook but shes always busy working and with her kids. The way my life is I need a close friend that has just as much time as I do....basicly another stay at home wifey. (I'd work if I could but my back issues) 

So heres to looking forward to having company. 

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

I can't believe it

Things are really good! My friends still want me back in California but I'm now living in Washington. It's even mindblowing for me to say I no longer live in California. I thought I'd live there forever. Dont get me wrong I'm happy I'm no longer there in poverty. I'm happy where I'm at though I still feel like a guest. I so cant wait to get my own place. 

Tuesday, April 16, 2019

This is a good move right?

Well I have friends saying that I need to get back to California and getting upset that I can't even visit till 2020. I don't know what to tell them other that that I don't have the money. I also don't think it's a good idea that I go back to soon. There are things I want to leave behind in California and I don't want to go back into that. I also can't stand my fathers girlfriend, she is the main reason that we had to leave. But how do I deal with my friends who want me back? Do I try and video chat with them more often when it's already hard to even find the time? I just don't know what to do. I am happy where I am at, and yes I do miss my friends. I will visit them when I can.

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

Relaxing finally

I've finally had the time to relax and get back to myself. I had been stressing about my health and my medication.  I'm finally even with everything I'm back on my meds and feeling wonderful! This move to Washington has been really good for me. 

Friday, February 15, 2019

New life in a new home

I can finally say that I don't live in my patents house anymore! I am happy for that but sad that my father is left alone with a tyrant.

For the past year I had been living in a home with my fathers bitch of a girlfriend. I call her that because she is just that. I mean how can that not be fitting for someone who told me that I am nothing that I do nothing and I will always be nothing. Also that my house isn't my house that I  don't do anything to clean or pay bills, that it's not my mothers house and never was, that it is and always has been my fathers and now hers. Well joke is on her, she can have the house and all the mess that my patents made together. She can be the cleanup person.

I don't know what more to say just that since leaving I am happy and healthy. I no longer live with a dread that I have to stay in my room all the time to avoid her and her attitude. I am serious, everyday it was a fight. I had issues going to the bathroom that was across the hall from my room...and it was a small two foot hall. I can finally breathe fresh air and know that my life will be getting better from here on out.

Monday, February 4, 2019

A funny

Check out @ChesterCheetah’s Tweet: https://twitter.com/ChesterCheetah/status/1092445423963439107?s=09

Sunday, February 3, 2019

New State New Life

Im so very happy to be out of California. That place where I was, was killing me. I love Washington and all it has to offer. I'm just praying my man finds work soon!